| Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 |
| 11:52 am |
feelin hurt
i am so hurt today and confused i dont know what else to do but cry. i just want to pack all my stuff and leave |
| Tuesday, April 11th, 2006 |
| 4:24 am |
I CAN USE SOME HELP
HELLO ROOM AS IM POSTIN THIS IM CRYIN AND IN PAIN IF YOU CAN PLEASE IM ME AT THIS ADDY JACSISAPOET@AOL.COM IREALLY NEED TO TALK THIS OUT SO PLEASE JUST DONT WALK AWAY |
| Thursday, April 6th, 2006 |
| 3:04 pm |
feelin depressed
help me.... im feelin so depressed today and i need to vent and no one seems to be around. i feel like the world is just givin up on me so if you are willin to listen i will be here Current Mood:  pissed off |
| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 |
| 11:23 am |
feelin remosre
did you ever wake up in the mornin and felt like the sky is fallin? i woke up this morning with aches and pains and i dont know what is goin on. i feel like cryin , or even yet hide in my corner and never come out.i wanna talk to someone but there is no one near. i really need some help before i fall apart Current Mood:  rejected |
| Tuesday, April 4th, 2006 |
| 3:01 am |
feelin hurt
im sittin here in the wee hours cryin in pain , i need someone to talk to but all is away, i might as well just go off bed cryin i know it will hopefully be a better day tomorrow Current Mood:  irate |
| Monday, April 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:40 pm |
not myself
im sittin her wondering why i feel all alone and noone cares, but i know there are people out there who really does care for me. i was hibernating all nite b4 i logged on the computer cryin and bein isolated. boy , do i hate to be depressed Current Mood:  depressed |
| 12:26 pm |
FEELIN UGHHHH
HELLO IT IS MON AFTERNOON IM TRYIN TO GET SON READY FOR SCHOOL AND HES NOT LISTENING ONE BIT. HIS RIDE WILL BE SHOWING UP IN A FEW AND HE STILL DOESNT HAVE ON HIS SHOES. SO AS IM SITTIN HERE IM DEBATIN SHOULD I OR SHOLDNT I PUT THEM ON HIM? HIS ANSWER WAS IF I KNOW HIS RIDE IS ALMOST HERE I SHOULD PUT THEM ON HIM.AND OF COURSE THATS WHAT I DO WHEN IM IN A HURRY AND HE KNOWS THAT I WILL GIVE IN AND DO IT AGAIN Current Mood:  frustrated |
| 5:27 am |
ughhhh i cant sleep
hello it is 5:30 am and i cant sleep , i need to get kids up for school at 6:45am and get hubby movin also for work. how am i going to do it im not funtioning well. i need sleep but i am depriving it so much please help Current Mood:  tired |
| 3:01 am |
feelin down
TODAY IS SUNDAY AND THIS DAY DIDN'T TURN OUT THE WAY I EXPECTED. I WENT TO BED SAT. NITE AT A DECENT HOUR AND NOW BEIN ITS SUNDAY I CANT GET BACK ON TARGET OF GOIN TO BED EARLY. I SLEPT FOR THREE HRS B4 I LOGGED ON COMP. BUT NOW IM WIDE AWAKE SITTIN HERE HOPIN I CAN FIND SOMEONE TO CHAT WITH . Current Mood:  anxious |
| Saturday, April 1st, 2006 |
| 1:02 am |
i got kicked out....
OH IM SO MAD AND DISSAPPOINTED AND I THOUGHT ALL WAS GOIN WELL, WELL TONITE I GOT KICKED OUT OF A SUPPORT GROUP. TONIGHT THE FAMILY WENT TO PONDEROSA FOR DINNER, IT WAS FUN FOR A WHILE TILL SOMEONE CAME THROUGH AND I LOST MY APPETITE. WELL I NEED TO SAY BYES FOR NOW LONG DAY TOMORROW. HOPE TO SEE ALL Current Mood: irate |
| Friday, March 31st, 2006 |
| 1:15 pm |
SITTIN HERE ALL ALONE
IT IS FRIDAY AFTERNOON AND I'M SITTIN HERE ALL ALONE. I FEEL SAFE , BUT I DON'T KNOW FOR HOW LONG. RIGHT NOW I'M IN A TERRIBLE MOOD I HAVE ALOT OF EMOTIONS GOIN ON AND I NEED TO RELEASE THEM BEFORE THEY TEAR ME APART BUT I'M AFRAID THAT IF I RELEASE THEM I MAY BREK SOMEONES HEART Current Mood: depressed |
| Thursday, March 30th, 2006 |
| 1:43 pm |
BEIN HURT
HELLO , IT HAS BEEN ONE OF THOSE AFTERNOONS THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO FACE. AFTER CHRISTIAN LEFT FOR SCHOOL A FRIEND CAME OVER AND I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN MONTHS SO I INVITED HER IN. WELL, SHE FAILED TO TELL ME SHE CAME HERE SO SHE CAN SPEND TIME WITH HER BOYFRIEND WHILE HER SON WAS AT SCHOOL. I HAD NO PROBLEM WITH THAT TILL HE PULLED UP IN HIS CAR. AND (OMG ) HER BOYFRIEND WAS MY EXBOYFRIEND FROM OUR SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL AND I LEFT HIM OUR SENIOR YR CAUSE HE HURT ME REALLY BAD. WELL, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS BUT AS SHE WENT BACK TO USE THE BATHROOM HE STARTED TO HIT ON ME LIKE OLD TIMES. WAS I HURT? YES I WAS , HE TOOK ADVANTAGED OF ME AS SHE WAS OUT OF THE ROOM. WAS THAT A PLAN FOR HER TO STEP AWAY? I THINK SO, CAUSE WHEN SHE CAME OUT OF THE BATHROOM SHE SAID SHE HAD TO LEAVE REAL FAST. I HAVE A FEELIN NOW THAT MY FRIEND IS NOT A TRUE FRIEND ANYMORE Current Mood: angry |
| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006 |
| 2:06 pm |
THE POEM FEAR
FEAR AS TIME DRAWS NEAR, I HAVE THIS FEAR I DON'T GO TO BARS TO SEARCH FOR FUN, I HATE THE WORD HUN. I HAVE THIS SENSE OF FEAR IN ME THAT WHEN I LEAVE, YOU WILL LEAVE ME IN THE COLD. I CAN BE VERY BOLD AND NEVER CARE, WHAT IS WRONG AND WHAT MAY BE RIGHT. I WISH I HAD THE WINGS OF ANGELS, TO LET ME FLY OVER NIGHT SO WHAT I'M ASKING YOU, WILL YOU HOLD ME IN YOUR EVERLASTING ARMS TIGHT? AND NEVER LET ME OUT OF SIGHT. WRITTEN BY LESLIE 03/08/06 Current Mood: depressed |
| 1:38 pm |
my daughter's 14th b-day
TODAY IS MY DAUGHTERS 14TH B-DAY, I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME TO TELL HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY YET. I HAVE A TRADITION THAT I DO WITH MY CHILDRENS B-DAY. AND THAT IS TO TELL THEM HAPPY B-DAY ON THE TIME THEY WERE BORN. WELL THE REASON I COULDN'T SAY IT TO HER SHE WAS IN SCHOOL SINCE SHE WAS BORN AT 12:45PM . SHE CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON SUNDAY MARCH 29,1992 WEIGHIN IN AT 7 LBS. 12 OZ. 20 IN LONG. WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH HER I CRAVED TACO BELL, TACO SALAD WITH EXTRA SOUR CREAM. AT TIMES I WONDER IF ALL THE SAUCE I USED MADE HER GET A TEMPER.LOL WELL WHEN SHE COMES HOME FROM SCHOOL I WILL BE TELLIN HER HAPPY B-DAY. WELL I'M STEPPIN OUT NOW I'LL BE POSTIN POETRY SOON AFTER I SHARE ABOUT FAMILY FIRST. Current Mood:  chipper |